These past few days I haven't quite been myself ๐. I've been feeling quite sad ๐ข. It's because I've spent the entire past year living in a "just a little longer, and I'll move to where my home will be" mode. But the deadlines keep getting pushed back, and I continue living in a "later, not now" mode. That's what's upsetting me... But...I think I'll just enjoy each day in this beautiful country. After all, everything is great! I'll go buy some flowers for the balcony!๐ผ๐ธ ๐บ White or colorful ๐โ ?